There's like thousands of things coursing through my mind now.............
This term hasn't been at all good. ): And urgh, my birthday is dawning during the bad times............. You get what I mean? Damn sad lah. Tsk. During it lesson now, some obsessed shite is obsessing beside me now ha ha haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Omg, I want to accomplish several things as soon as possible without colliding into anything. Like, clashing in any of the stuffs I wanna do as well. OkayIguessyouguysdon'tgetwhatI'mcrapping about.
But I want to do some serious shopping at topshop/zara.
And I want a canon hotpink digital cam or a polariod.
And I wanna do well in my tests and assignments and exams.
And I wanna be free of troubles of any sort.
And I miss my extensions therefore, I want long long hair.
And I'm so envious of happy people.
And sometimes I think I'm sucha bad person.
)-:
Sorry for such a crap post. Reason: I'm feeling like crap.
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Friday, July 10, 2009
Isolation.
I hate you.
I can't ever speak out whatever's in my mind now, there's just too many stuff to say.
But I wanna blog, it numbs me from what I've been doing an hour earlier. So, we're approaching the third week of school before we know it and....... let's just say I'm not really wholeheartedly into it. I've been doing a helluva of thinking earlier on, so much so that I'm not even aware of what I'm saying now. Anyway, other then the regular regime of boring lessons in school and being reminded to have neat hair first thing in the morning, this week is filled with unpunctuality, macs breakfast, laughter, coincidences, settling blogshop deals, conflicts. Hours earlier, conflicts after school. At least no fists were involved. An hour plus earlier, a fcuking conflict I can glady do without.
So much for thinking I'm currently cooled from my anger earlier on. Blah. Worst thing? I've nobody to turn to. Oh and to the passerby who tagged, I don't have the shop's add or name but my fringe is lopsided bangs which you can sweep to the side for side fringes like mine or leave it the way it is. Good luck! :>
Maybe I really don't know who I am in the first place.
I can't ever speak out whatever's in my mind now, there's just too many stuff to say.
But I wanna blog, it numbs me from what I've been doing an hour earlier. So, we're approaching the third week of school before we know it and....... let's just say I'm not really wholeheartedly into it. I've been doing a helluva of thinking earlier on, so much so that I'm not even aware of what I'm saying now. Anyway, other then the regular regime of boring lessons in school and being reminded to have neat hair first thing in the morning, this week is filled with unpunctuality, macs breakfast, laughter, coincidences, settling blogshop deals, conflicts. Hours earlier, conflicts after school. At least no fists were involved. An hour plus earlier, a fcuking conflict I can glady do without.
So much for thinking I'm currently cooled from my anger earlier on. Blah. Worst thing? I've nobody to turn to. Oh and to the passerby who tagged, I don't have the shop's add or name but my fringe is lopsided bangs which you can sweep to the side for side fringes like mine or leave it the way it is. Good luck! :>
Maybe I really don't know who I am in the first place.
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Materialistic is fantasy, realistic is fact.
Credits to ohsofickle
I got the same pair of topshop floral darlings baby. :) Lately, I feel that I've been splurging on shoes much more than clothings. Like seriously, my hotpink keds and those you see above add up to more than a hundred already. No kidding. But somehow I don't regret 'em, in fact the keds should well be my best shoe purchase ever! You may think I'm crazy.
But well, I've promised mum not to go full shopaholic mode which I hope I haven't... At least, not so regarding clothes but more on accessories shoes stuffz and now I've got this urge to grab another vintage carrier. Red would just about be the bomb. Yes, I think that's what I want - a red vintage bag! Since I'm currently sick of the same old browns....
Oh and let me remind myself, this post isn't exactly all shop talk. I'm thinking of just some random thingies. Oh, today I didn't go church because I'm not feeling too well. Like, I puked all over last night which sucks much. >: Late night binging? Nope. Liquor session? Not quite. H1N1? Er, definetely not. I think it most probably indigestion due to my stupid hopeless teeth. Dammnit, I feel like an old person whenever I eat because I can't bite hard stuff or my oh-so-brittle teeth might just break off. Chewing on the easiest off food isn't really easy too. Surprisingly, I can't take my greens but I can take soft meat! ): Man, another disadvantage. As if I wanna add on some unneccesary extra pounds. How infuriating.
Porridge congee soup............ What a large variety of meals eh? Not that I can lose weight since I've got other foods, really. But you basically grasp my depressing situation here. At least, for me. So, extraction of teeth on wednesday wasn't too bad. No verbal response when the dentist mercilessly pulled 'em out, neither did I cry. All I did was clutch the seat. Heck, wasn't the guy impressed! And so am I. Of myself. :-)
Okay then, I guess most people would recount on their first-day-of-school experiences but mine is just so dreadfully mundane. Gosh. Ohwell, at least they got rid of chan! But I miss mdm frieda. But yay yay yes yes, ms seow's back! But why can't we have lopez off for hist. :C There seems to be a what-if in everything.
What if I hadn't been so stupid then to let you go?
Or so stupid now, what if there's another chance.
In you or somewhere else?
Friday, June 26, 2009
F-o-r-e-v-e-r.
Hey people!
Okay, I'm not quite done with my links yet - sorry. Blame it on my laziness, I can't be bothered searching all over for my past links hmmm. >:( Sucha drag I tell you. So yeah, drop me a tag if you want to be linked together with your url please and I promise you I definetely will link you: it's just a matter of time. :-)
Anyway, talking about time. In a blink of an eye the june holidays are over already and I'm not at all enthusiastic about the idea of school. Seriously. O wait I admit, I do miss some people but that's besides the point. Homework, teachers calling, parents nagging, all these I do not miss. Although I think my parents' pointless lectures are a constant but whatever. You get what I mean.
At least, I've been going out a couple of times during the holz and I did sorta enjoy myself but that's basically it. Perhaps what I thank most is that I've had only 3 cca practices this vacation instead of truckloads of it - which is hell. So yep. And I heard that due to H1N1 there won't be cca on monday? Whoa. This is the first time I'm thanking a widespread disease. :-) :-)
Okay whateves I shall update yesterday's outing with nicole and xinle. Had tawns of fun. It started out with me actually s'posed to meet nic at ten, tampines. But guess what? A eyeliner and wardrobe crisis cropped up so it was delayed like... 10:30. Best thing or maybe worst, is that I didn't even need to go down to tamp because nic cabbed to my house there yay! So it was pretty rushed and I was in a mess quite literally, met her down at the lobby than we walked out. It was nearly mission impossible four to hail a damn cab from my place but we did in the end and headed to nic's house to dump my sleepover stuffs there. Then called xl, cabbed yet again to kembangan mrt station where we met her there. Went to the toilet so that xl could put on her fake eyelashes and me, eyeliner. Xl ended up putting it for me and I kept smiling and smudged it all over. -.- But in the end it was all right lah. This is the one and only photo we took back there in the mrt toilet.
Yeah, then we trained to vivo. I got my F21 hello kitty tanktop like so finally, and this super pretty pair of hot pink River Island keds which I later changed into 'cause those irrtiating low-cut booty heels were killing me. And then we lunched at the japanese joint and the food's awesome but it took a runner for my money._. Mine was fifteen bucks which is actually reasonable but still, then xl was around same price as mine but lesser and nic was the most ex. A dollar or two more to $20. Tsk-tsk. Some photos taken...............
After that nic wanted to go Fareast, but we ended up getting distracted because I wanted to take more photos and xl wanted to get eyelash glue 'cause her fake eyelashes were drooping and of course there were the shops. Ha ha ha, so we first went to the toilet where xl was fiddling around with her eyelashes and I just started zilian-ing because I had nothing better to do. Gosh, I just realised it's been some time since I did some self-lovin' with my cam! o:
That big lime green plastic bag you see there is from River Island and I absolutely hate their bags urgh. Ruins my photo. Laughsoutloud. Then we went to Vivo's outdoor kids playground area and tried to take photos but the sun could've baked us alive, I swear. It was hot with a capital H. So we ended up taking only one photo which happens to be my favourite then xl had a brainwave and we went to the staircase which was the slightest bit errie for more cam-whores. It was seriously cool though, we all kept laughing like crap during the "midget" poses. <: And so here are the pix!
And out in the sun by myself............
I seriously don't see a difference in these 2 pix.
All right so after our inpromptu photoshoot, went to Guardian as nic wanted this eyebag roller thingy which trust me, is damn cool and xl went to hunt for her eyelash glue and I went to buy my fave apple aloe vera drink. I don't know why but I'm feeling extremely thirsty these days, kept wanting water water water or just something to quench my thirst. :-/ Yeah, then we were kinda like drifting around and popped in to Six & Sheer Romance then xl and I went to try on tankinisandbikinis which was hilarious. Xl I can tell you this: you are far from fat k! Don't insult fatties like me humph. Oh, and I really like Sheer's changing rooms 'cause it's hot pink which totally compliments my pretty hot pink keds. See my profile pic or these.
We didn't get anything though 'cause after that I was officially broke after spending $50 on those to-die-for River Islands so I was only like left with fifteen to twenty bucks cash and the swimwear costs thirty three buckaroos. Frankly too, I'd do Roxy's or Billabong's range of wetgear anytime rather then Sheer's._. So the same applies to xl and we finally left for Fareast. It's always cabs, cabs, and more cabs.
No wonder I didn't feel too well on the way there 'cause I'm taxi-sick or so, that's my suspicion. But nic always ends up footing the bill or most of it since I was a poor girl and so is xl. So thankyou thankyou thankyou nic! (L)
At Fareast, I simply didn't have the mood to shop at all 'cause my legs were on the verge of breakdown and I just felt so lethargic for no apparent reason. How strange.
All I got was bubble tea and there was a while where I just sat down while nic went to hunt for her long tanktop and xl was just accompanying her. Then we walk walk walk, and still couldn't find something appropriate for nic. It was getting on everybody's nerves, not that we were actually pissed with each other but I think it's just human. Lol. In the end, found nothing and so we decided to bus back to nic's place. So much for bus but it turned out 518 service breakdown. -.- Annoying.
And we hailed yet another taxi home. When we finally reached our destination lol, I was like dead beat. Just slacked around before dinner and dinner was good.
Afterwhich me and xl helped with nic's math homework as she had tuition later. While nic was in tuition xl and I just bloghopped online then watched The Ultimatum while snacking on mint ice cream with chocolate rice which's superb. :>
Ok then nic was done with tuition and she went absolutely hyper just because of that, ogawsh. The rest of the night was filled with girlish banter and xl horny-ing, kept disturbing me and nic and then we just chatted chatted chatted........
It was good catching up on our lives. He he, then we sorta irritated nic's mom with our noises that she came knocking on our door a couple of times. Slept at twot thirty, but before that we watched episode 7 of Boys Over Flowers and I ♥ Kim Hyuen Joong and Kimbum omigosh! They're just s-o hawt can. Okay then we turned in.........
And now, xl went home for tuition and I'm at nic's place still. Alone. But it's fine.
Had half-boiled eggs for breakfast plus bread and 3 mini sausages. Yum. Me and xl made a mess of the table because we cracked our eggs all over the place. Such noobsterzs. )-: Okok now I shall end this post with dedication(s). But before I end, please fund me darlings!
Hey babe.
Although last night we had a heart to heart and all but I didn't have the courage to tell you what I felt.................
I'm sorry I've been such a horrid friend okay? You can hide it but I know I hurt you deeply that one day when I just suddenly turn away from you and just totally left you. Till now I don't understand why I did what I did but I guess it's because that time I was annoyed with you and all but still. You don't deserve any of this. What I mean is, the way I treated you and now... Let's just forget that part. I'm really, really sorry I neglected you and recklessly forgotten what we've been through.
Once upon a time we were best friends and now I really wish it could be the same because I missed you... Like, those times when it was me and you and nicole and all.
I guess it's no point asking you to change but just accept you as it is, but I'm seriously fine with it. Because nobody's perfect and everybody makes mistakes so well, just promise me you'll study hard all right! :-) Yesterday just made me realise what we've (me you nic) been missing, and though yesterday renewed our friendship I hope it stays that way permanently. Lastly, I'd like to tell you don't be afraid of what others say and just be who you are. Because I'd like to be there for you no matter what it takes for you to grow back into acceptance.
This was the favourite photo I was talking about. ♥
Shall end of here.
Stay tuned and please leave a tag peeps!
Okay, I'm not quite done with my links yet - sorry. Blame it on my laziness, I can't be bothered searching all over for my past links hmmm. >:( Sucha drag I tell you. So yeah, drop me a tag if you want to be linked together with your url please and I promise you I definetely will link you: it's just a matter of time. :-)
Anyway, talking about time. In a blink of an eye the june holidays are over already and I'm not at all enthusiastic about the idea of school. Seriously. O wait I admit, I do miss some people but that's besides the point. Homework, teachers calling, parents nagging, all these I do not miss. Although I think my parents' pointless lectures are a constant but whatever. You get what I mean.
At least, I've been going out a couple of times during the holz and I did sorta enjoy myself but that's basically it. Perhaps what I thank most is that I've had only 3 cca practices this vacation instead of truckloads of it - which is hell. So yep. And I heard that due to H1N1 there won't be cca on monday? Whoa. This is the first time I'm thanking a widespread disease. :-) :-)
Okay whateves I shall update yesterday's outing with nicole and xinle. Had tawns of fun. It started out with me actually s'posed to meet nic at ten, tampines. But guess what? A eyeliner and wardrobe crisis cropped up so it was delayed like... 10:30. Best thing or maybe worst, is that I didn't even need to go down to tamp because nic cabbed to my house there yay! So it was pretty rushed and I was in a mess quite literally, met her down at the lobby than we walked out. It was nearly mission impossible four to hail a damn cab from my place but we did in the end and headed to nic's house to dump my sleepover stuffs there. Then called xl, cabbed yet again to kembangan mrt station where we met her there. Went to the toilet so that xl could put on her fake eyelashes and me, eyeliner. Xl ended up putting it for me and I kept smiling and smudged it all over. -.- But in the end it was all right lah. This is the one and only photo we took back there in the mrt toilet.
Yeah, then we trained to vivo. I got my F21 hello kitty tanktop like so finally, and this super pretty pair of hot pink River Island keds which I later changed into 'cause those irrtiating low-cut booty heels were killing me. And then we lunched at the japanese joint and the food's awesome but it took a runner for my money._. Mine was fifteen bucks which is actually reasonable but still, then xl was around same price as mine but lesser and nic was the most ex. A dollar or two more to $20. Tsk-tsk. Some photos taken...............
After that nic wanted to go Fareast, but we ended up getting distracted because I wanted to take more photos and xl wanted to get eyelash glue 'cause her fake eyelashes were drooping and of course there were the shops. Ha ha ha, so we first went to the toilet where xl was fiddling around with her eyelashes and I just started zilian-ing because I had nothing better to do. Gosh, I just realised it's been some time since I did some self-lovin' with my cam! o:
That big lime green plastic bag you see there is from River Island and I absolutely hate their bags urgh. Ruins my photo. Laughsoutloud. Then we went to Vivo's outdoor kids playground area and tried to take photos but the sun could've baked us alive, I swear. It was hot with a capital H. So we ended up taking only one photo which happens to be my favourite then xl had a brainwave and we went to the staircase which was the slightest bit errie for more cam-whores. It was seriously cool though, we all kept laughing like crap during the "midget" poses. <: And so here are the pix!
And out in the sun by myself............
I seriously don't see a difference in these 2 pix.
All right so after our inpromptu photoshoot, went to Guardian as nic wanted this eyebag roller thingy which trust me, is damn cool and xl went to hunt for her eyelash glue and I went to buy my fave apple aloe vera drink. I don't know why but I'm feeling extremely thirsty these days, kept wanting water water water or just something to quench my thirst. :-/ Yeah, then we were kinda like drifting around and popped in to Six & Sheer Romance then xl and I went to try on tankinisandbikinis which was hilarious. Xl I can tell you this: you are far from fat k! Don't insult fatties like me humph. Oh, and I really like Sheer's changing rooms 'cause it's hot pink which totally compliments my pretty hot pink keds. See my profile pic or these.
We didn't get anything though 'cause after that I was officially broke after spending $50 on those to-die-for River Islands so I was only like left with fifteen to twenty bucks cash and the swimwear costs thirty three buckaroos. Frankly too, I'd do Roxy's or Billabong's range of wetgear anytime rather then Sheer's._. So the same applies to xl and we finally left for Fareast. It's always cabs, cabs, and more cabs.
No wonder I didn't feel too well on the way there 'cause I'm taxi-sick or so, that's my suspicion. But nic always ends up footing the bill or most of it since I was a poor girl and so is xl. So thankyou thankyou thankyou nic! (L)
At Fareast, I simply didn't have the mood to shop at all 'cause my legs were on the verge of breakdown and I just felt so lethargic for no apparent reason. How strange.
All I got was bubble tea and there was a while where I just sat down while nic went to hunt for her long tanktop and xl was just accompanying her. Then we walk walk walk, and still couldn't find something appropriate for nic. It was getting on everybody's nerves, not that we were actually pissed with each other but I think it's just human. Lol. In the end, found nothing and so we decided to bus back to nic's place. So much for bus but it turned out 518 service breakdown. -.- Annoying.
And we hailed yet another taxi home. When we finally reached our destination lol, I was like dead beat. Just slacked around before dinner and dinner was good.
Afterwhich me and xl helped with nic's math homework as she had tuition later. While nic was in tuition xl and I just bloghopped online then watched The Ultimatum while snacking on mint ice cream with chocolate rice which's superb. :>
Ok then nic was done with tuition and she went absolutely hyper just because of that, ogawsh. The rest of the night was filled with girlish banter and xl horny-ing, kept disturbing me and nic and then we just chatted chatted chatted........
It was good catching up on our lives. He he, then we sorta irritated nic's mom with our noises that she came knocking on our door a couple of times. Slept at twot thirty, but before that we watched episode 7 of Boys Over Flowers and I ♥ Kim Hyuen Joong and Kimbum omigosh! They're just s-o hawt can. Okay then we turned in.........
And now, xl went home for tuition and I'm at nic's place still. Alone. But it's fine.
Had half-boiled eggs for breakfast plus bread and 3 mini sausages. Yum. Me and xl made a mess of the table because we cracked our eggs all over the place. Such noobsterzs. )-: Okok now I shall end this post with dedication(s). But before I end, please fund me darlings!
Hey babe.
Although last night we had a heart to heart and all but I didn't have the courage to tell you what I felt.................
I'm sorry I've been such a horrid friend okay? You can hide it but I know I hurt you deeply that one day when I just suddenly turn away from you and just totally left you. Till now I don't understand why I did what I did but I guess it's because that time I was annoyed with you and all but still. You don't deserve any of this. What I mean is, the way I treated you and now... Let's just forget that part. I'm really, really sorry I neglected you and recklessly forgotten what we've been through.
Once upon a time we were best friends and now I really wish it could be the same because I missed you... Like, those times when it was me and you and nicole and all.
I guess it's no point asking you to change but just accept you as it is, but I'm seriously fine with it. Because nobody's perfect and everybody makes mistakes so well, just promise me you'll study hard all right! :-) Yesterday just made me realise what we've (me you nic) been missing, and though yesterday renewed our friendship I hope it stays that way permanently. Lastly, I'd like to tell you don't be afraid of what others say and just be who you are. Because I'd like to be there for you no matter what it takes for you to grow back into acceptance.
This was the favourite photo I was talking about. ♥
Shall end of here.
Stay tuned and please leave a tag peeps!
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